Forbidden
For you Ella, not for me nor you!
To say it, is sacrilegious enough, so what do I do?
Say it yet I will, discern when I do; you have!
In a twinkle is reflection, in this instant; just pure bliss!
Touch me not, for it could be one too many!
Desire, good but this time dangerous!
Like the dance of the birds, waving and purring!
When the thought of you dominates,
Then lost like a pin in the ocean I already am!
Death is little deterrent, your all, a big consideration!
A journey started with no destination in mind,
Now an odyssey with far reaching consequences.
To turn back, just as hard as going forward!
Jumping ship in the middle of the storm, not an option heh?
Now stolen water is sweet, deadlier when it belongs to a king!
Magic exists in the little things you do,
Silence speaking volumes and a word, tons!
A lifetime of love in an instant!, I see it, I saw it and ran.
Like a boat in churning waters, hopelessness now a companion!
So tell me, how do you profess love to a queen?
Risk it all and be guillotine in the town of gossip?
Know I what is in her heart nor what she feels?
Courage fawned by stupidity, worthy still?
Its like two hearts entwined from before time!
Watching the day go through your eyes; simply priceless!
But like the madness of Kiyauta, helping it the least of options;
Neither curing it dire for the patient!
So what should I do when all I want to do is forbidden?
To hack in two and divide into four?
Or join the two and make it ten?
An italian equation with a french solution!
Like the pain of a dislocated socket, going in as painful as coming out.
So Ella, its now the choice of the heart or the mind.
That of D’artagnan and Queen Anne
Love at the point of a knife; death at the point of life!
Kiss me Ella; No! Don’t kiss me Ella; just hold me from afar off.
Your voice; sweet music to my soul,
And your gaze, shining a light of hope through the tunnel.
At the end of this tunnel however is the bitter sweet drink of thrill outside the palace.
Discern.
-yomilawal
Started March, finished 17th of May, 2012